Thinking about this....

"Many a true word is spoken in jest"

How true is this?

Think and proceed...!!

It is strange to see that how a small mistake committed by you may ruin your happiness for months together.

This mistake may be anything.. An accidentally spoken word... The Enter key on the Keyboard... A laugh you shared about someone.... A kiddish action...

These things may seem small and harmless.. but not always.. Whatever you do or speak , your happiness is always at stake.. Your happiness depends on you, on the action taken by you., on the activities you chose to participate.

So always think before doing anything that why are you doing it and what may be the outcome of it....

Don't worry...Be happy....

"Don't worry about what others are thinking about you, they are busy worrying that what you are thinking about them"

Running from the shadow..

She did not know what was she thinking.. All she knew was that she was lost in a thought and it was not allowing her to sleep.. Tried to push those thoughts aside, she looked at her phone.. No message yet.. Fixed her earphone at the end of her cellphone, stared at her cell phone in a dilemma whether to call or not to call.. She decided to go with the negative thought.. "Not to call" appeared as the better choice.. Stared at her phone's screen again, touched the File folder, which demanded the password.. Once that was provided by her little finger, she started exploring her phone.. The images, the videos, the songs.. She put on the earphones, hit play and turned up the volume until it hurt her ears.. Closed her eyes.. Suddenly the music stopped.. She could hear the crazy wind.. she opened her eyes and found herself standing in the middle of a forest.. She wasn't scared but the thoughts she was trying to push away with the help of loud music, started haunting her again.. She could feel the moonlight on her face.. She was running.. As if running from the thoughts.. From the memories.. Deep in the forest.. There was no halo further.. She guessed this is what she wanted.. To run into the darkness.. Away from the stupid world, away from her memories, away from everything and everyone.. She kept running.. She was surprised because she did not feel tired.. All she wanted to do was go into an unknown direction.. All of a sudden something hit her.. Very hard.. The darkness did not let her notice the giant tree standing there which stopped her from moving further.. She fell on the ground.. It was cold.. Very cold.. She tried to get up but her body had no strength left.. She wanted someone to come and pick her up.. She was thirsty too.. She tried to move her hand and could feel her cell phone.. She struggled to open her eyes and the forest was gone.. She was staring at the ceiling of her bedroom.. "What a Dream !" ,she thought and fell asleep again...

Ok friends, another attempt to write a short story.. I know I am not good at it.. :P :D

Unwanted Wanted

What do u do when u wanna get rid of something desperately and the very same thing keeps haunting you??Everywhere... Every time..

Getting started with something is never easy. This wasn't easy too.. To get rid of it was more difficult. But just when the situations came under control, just when everything started looking next to perfect, it was back.

This time louder, stronger, leaving an effect that left the affected people trembling with anger, fear, anxiety and frown.

Good bye!!

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“Whether it is as fleeting as the sun kissed days of summer or lasts nearly a lifetime, Love is always worth it.”
“Was it a fleeting summer romance?” She asked herself as she read these lines again. She was lost in her thoughts..

It all started with exchange of few emails. She knew it was not right but her stupid, innocent, childish mind assured her-“It’s all right. It is just a time pass and the other person can never be serious.”

She smiled and replied back to one of the emails

Days passed by. The feeling grew stronger and stronger making her to forget her purpose.. She created her own virtual world with him.. Filled with his words and the dreams.. Dreams she never wanted to end.. She came across the fact that She never wanted to wake up from her dreams..

Here started her one of those busy days. She decided to put an end to it as she had no time for so called time pass. She sent a farewell email this time and didn’t open her inbox for next two days. As she could not resist anymore, she opened her inbox again and there were those touchy words from him.

How much she hates herself now because she read that email which made her to go back to him.

There she was..Doing something she never thought she would do... “Replying back to his email.”

She questioned herself that night:” Is it really a time pass??” she had no answer..

As days passed by, she felt she was stuck like a bug in a web in the corner of a dusty room. It was killing her everyday..Every hour..Every moment.. She wanted to run away from him, from his thoughts but all she could do was struggle as a poor bug..

Flabbergasted by her actions and she had no control over it...

She was trying hard not to like him too much, but he was too charming to be ignored. She knew she started liking him but she was holding back.

She could hear her thoughts whenever she was alone, they were so loud as if screaming at her for doing all she was doing. She knew it was not good and her insides continued to churn whenever she thought about it.
It was becoming very difficult for her to synchronize her feelings with so less time and so much to do.. Busy as bee she was, yet always free to check her inbox..

Everything that is started has to get over.. Let it be a song..a movie.. or a play...

She knew that end was near and hence there was farewell again..

She typed those farewell words which appeared funny, included “adios with love” followed by a Good bye kiss, stared at her monitor screen, hit send button without reading them again. She smiled as a drop of tear rolled down her cheeks.

She felt that incredible core of pain at the center of her chest or where she thought her heart was.
“It’s over”, she said to herself as she pushed away those little sprouts of hope budding in her mind as they were squashed painfully by her..

Summer was over and so was everything else with a small Good bye.
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Happy Friendship day!!

To my orkut, facebook, blogspot and all other friends:

Happy Friendship day :)

Grrrr...

First I thought let me not post this piece.. Then i thought again.. It is my blog.. My space.. Meri aawaz... So i am going to post it..

This is for everyone who think

--->I am a kid
--->I talk like a kid
--->I act like a kid

Who come and pinch my cheeks because they feel I am a kid...

Who think i am not mature enough to sit for a group chat...

Who think I need help at everything..

Who call me kiddo/baby

Main bacchi nahi hu... :x

My Sins Against Gender Stereotypes

This tag is from Deepak.

I have been writing about myself in this blog. Here comes the time when i will have to reveal some facts about me.Now i have to list 10 things which i do or think and are considered 'manly'. Being a tomboy,it is not difficult for me to list out few points that i think i have in me which are not feminine. .

Here is the rule given to me:
 
If you are a woman,

Have you ever wanted something that is considered ‘manly’ ? Like a basketball, a cell phone, a dog, a camera or a new laptop? A new car or motor bike? Ever wanted to be a pilot? A doctor or not a nurse? And the manliest want of them all – The remote! 
As a kid did you enjoy playing with a bat and a ball?
There was a time when books were considered ‘manly’, women authors had to pretend to be men – would you say books are still rather manly – women should want to embroider and crochet?

If you are a man,

Have you ever wanted something that only women are supposed to want – like bags, shoes, clothes, creams, perfumes, babies, flowers? A peaceful home and a happy family? Have you ever been afraid of the dark or of insects?
As a kid did you ever want to play ‘teacher-teacher’, cooking or did you like playing with a doll? Have you ever enjoyed cooking? Bought something in pink? Loved chocolates?

My attempt to reveal some of my secrets:

1. Instead of sitting in a group and gossipping, i prefer to read books, do facebooking, google stuffs [not girlish ;)], solve puzzles, play sudoku.....

2. I like soft toys as gifts but more than that i am electronic gadgets freak; love my camera(10megapixcel), my computer, my phones(yes I own more than one cell phone), ipods, my 500Gb harddisk, and a new member in my house -An acer laptop

3.I love to  hang around with guys friends than a group of girls because i just cant digest talks like: how is my new sandle/lipstic/dress blah blah.....

4. Instead of wasting time on parties, i prefer to help my dad in his business and i love it when people say: Being a girl, u r so good at business terms.. hehe

5. I just dont understand the logic behind the sentence that girls do not and should not pay when they go out with guys. I prefer to pay my share of the bill.

6. I love driving, biking. I prefer to ride the bike rather than sitting at the back.

7. I am not afraid of dark, neither am i afraid of going out in the night or riding after midnight.

8. I like pink but i love black and blue.

9. You will find more pants, shirts, t shirts, capris, shorts in my cupboard than skirts,kurtas, dresses and salwars. I do not own a saree yet :P

10. As a kid, I never enjoyed games like Ghar-ghar, gudda-gudiya etc. I prefered playing kabaddi, gulli danda or sit in a corner and read some books or play video games.

11. I love gymming , not for weight loss but for staying fit.

12. I hate shopping. In fact i never go to buy anything till i feel i really need that stuff.

13. I hate loading myself with jeweleries, I prefer funky kinda lockets with black thread for my neck and a pair of small earing which i don't have to change for months together  :) I hate polishing my face with make up. I apply minimal make up only when i go to some family parties.

14. I do not mind admitting the fact in front of a guy that i like him; who says that girls should be asked first?? Not necessary always. I can not fall in love because i feel i fall out of anything very easily :D

15. I love to boss around at work and i ask question for everything that is technical. Even during my student life, i could never by heart anything. I always needed an explanation for everything and Maths was my favorite subject :)

16. I have traveled alone out of town couple of times and i was not scared even for a moment, even when i went outta country without my parents :)

Oops, did i exceed 10!!! Yes i did... Ok ok. I will stop here. I can still add few points but let me not do that now .. :P
Just because i have listed these points,  doesn't mean i am not feminine. I like teddys, i like chocolates, ice creams, wearing skirts and those girlish dresses sometimes. Not ashamed to admit that i do gossip sometimes.. hehe but that depends on the topic ;)

Now comes the most difficult part, i need to tag few people. Hmmm.. I am sure these people are gonna curse me for this tag.


'According to IHM, if you read this and you don’t take the tag up , you are, ‘cursed' to wear blue clothes/pants if you are a woman and pink shirts if you are a man – for the next twelve years’! I know weird, I do not mind wearing blue clothes :P


I am tagging:
Pari

Aman

Coconut Chutney

Prashanth

Varuog

Sorry can not take more than 5 curses, anyone who is not tagged and want to take it up , can do that. Please let me know ur name and blog's link so that i can add your name in the list. Friends u all are tagged, please take it up soon.

Wish

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Now and then we come across people/things/place which leave such impression that can never be erased. We visit a place and we wish we could stay there forever. We see things and wish we could own it. We see people and wish we could be like them.

Sometimes there are some wishes hidden inside our unconscious mind which we are not aware of. We come to know only when they are either fulfilled or we lose the chance of having them fulfilled. Why do we often take so long to realize something we may always be craving for..

We also dont know what we exactly want. We crave for something, we get it and then we end up saying: Hey!! This is not what i wanted... Weird, isn't it?? May be.. but a fact we always ignore.

I have learnt from life not to wish for anything. What we deserve, we will get.. Just work towards your goal.

For example:

"Here A's and B's age is more than two times of my age"

This conversation took place 2-3 years back....:

A:Guddu beta, u r not changed yet, grow up now. U should learn to handle things on your own, you should be serious in your life. You should not laugh at everything. You should not be so talkative.. blah blah blah

Oh! How much i wished that time I could speak less or be serious or not smile.

Now "A" meets me again recently and says:

A: Guddu Beta, How come u have become so serious. Itna serious nahi hona chahiye. Keep smiling, keep laughing blah blah blah.

Example2:

6 months back:

B: Hey u have put on so much of weight, thoda gym vym jaya karo.

Me: Hanji bas time nahi milta,jate to hai hi.

B: You should concentrate on how u look.. blah blah blah

Me: Sure i will..

Now when i meet B again:

B: Beta kitni patli ho gayi ho, khana nahi khati kya? Look at your face, bimar lagti ho. Khaya piya karo. blah blah blah

My "Chhota sa" mind is thinking: ??????

Right only question marks.. hehehe

Par kahte hai na: “Dil to Baccha hai ji” Aur bacche ko khwaishe bhi hoti hai.

So I decided to make a list of my wishes:

May not be in the order of priority: P

1. I wanna have a power of being invisible when I want to. ;)
2. I wish I could read people’s mind
3. I wish I could forget the feeling of revenge completely... [Thats in Past]
4. I wish I could forget/hate YOU
5. I wish I could fly
6. I wish I were taller :P
7. I wish I had time machine ;)
8. I wish I had more time to think about my wishes now ;)

The list goes on and on and on…. 

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Worth Reading....

Apparently this was written by  Dr Farrukh Saleem- A Pakistani Journalist and was published in Pakistani News paper Recently 

Here's what is happening in India :

Two Ambani brothers can buy 100 percent of every company listed on the Karachi Stock Exchange (KSE) and would still be left with $30 billion to spare. 

The four richest Indians can buy up all goods and services produced over a year by 169million Pakistanis and still be left with $60 billion to spare. 

The four richest Indians are now richer than the forty richest Chinese.

In November, Bombay Stock Exchange's benchmark Sensex flirted with 20,000 points. As a consequence, Mukesh Ambani's Reliance Industries became a $100 billion company (the entire KSE is capitalized at $65 billion). Mukesh owns 48 percent of Reliance.

In November, comes Neeta's birthday. Neeta turned forty-four three weeks ago. Look what she got from her husband as her birthday present:

A sixty-million dollar jet with a custom fitted master bedroom, bathroom with mood lighting, a sky bar, entertainment cabins, satellite television, wireless communication and a separate cabin with game consoles. Neeta is Mukesh Ambani's wife, and Mukesh is not India 's richest but the second richest.

Mukesh is now building his new home, Residence Antillia (after a mythical, phantom island somewhere in the Atlantic Ocean ). At a cost of $1 billion this would be the most expensive home on the face of the planet. At 173 meters tall Mukesh's new family residence, for a family of six, will be the equivalent of a 60-storeyed building. The first six floors are reserved for parking. The seventh floor is for car servicing and maintenance. The eighth floor houses a mini-theatre. Then there's a health club, a gym and a swimming pool. Two floors are reserved for Ambani family's guests. Four floors above the guest floors are family floors all with a superb view of the Arabian Sea . On top of everything are three helipads. A staff of 600 is expected to care for the family
and their family home. 

In 2004, India became the 3rd most attractive foreign direct investment destination. Pakistan wasn't even in the top 25 countries.

In 2004, the United Nations, the representative body of 192 sovereign member states, had requested the Election Commission of India to assist the UN in the holding elections in Al Jumhuriyah al Iraqiyah and Dowlat-e Eslami-ye Afghanestan. Why the Election Commission of India and not the Election Commission of Pakistan? After all, Islamabad is closer to Kabul than is Delhi .

Imagine, 12 percent of all American scientists are of Indian origin; 38 percent of doctors in America are Indian; 36 percent of NASA scientists are Indians; 34 percent of Microsoft employees are Indians; and 28 percent of IBM employees are Indians.

For the record: Sabeer Bhatia created and founded Hotmail...

Sun Microsystems was founded by Vinod Khosla. 

The Intel Pentium processor, that runs 90 percent of all computers, was fathered by Vinod Dham.

Rajiv Gupta co-invented Hewlett Packard's E-speak project.

 Four out often Silicon Valley start-ups are run by Indians.

Bollywood produces 800 movies per year and six Indian ladies have won Miss Universe/Miss World
titles over the past 10 years.

For the record: Azim Premji, the richest Muslim entrepreneur on the face of the planet, was born in Bombay and now lives in Bangalore.

India now has more than three dozen billionaires; Pakistan has none (not a single dollar billionaire) .

The other amazing aspect is the rapid pace at which India is creating wealth. In 2002, Dhirubhai Ambani, Mukesh and Anil Ambani's father, left his two sons a fortune worth $2.8 billion. In 2007, their combined wealth stood at $94 billion. On 29 October 2007, as a result of the stock market rally and the appreciation of the Indian rupee, Mukesh became the richest person in the world, with net worth climbing to US$63.2 billion (Bill Gates, the richest American, stands at around $56 billion).

 Indians and Pakistanis have the same Y-chromosome haplogroup.
We have the same genetic sequence and the same genetic marker (namely: M124).

We have the same DNA molecule, the same DNA sequence. Our culture, our traditions, our cuisine  r all the same. We watch the same movies & sing the same songs. What is it that Indians have & we do not?

Wanna Cry???

When it is hard to hide your tears, never mind...

Start Chopping onions

Let the heart cry,wear a smile and put the blame on onions :) :)

Your performance speaks!!

People are here to question you. A question arises because of doubts… Doubt in you… Doubt in your performance… Doubts in ur perfection... Of course you can not be perfect. You do not have to be… All you have to do at that time is Be Calm.. Listen to everyone. That will give you ideas for your next step... Listen... Listen and listen till you can take it... If you can’t then smile, make an excuse, get up, and walk away from that place/person at that time. Don’t be angry. If you can’t control your anger, let your anger be like tossing a pebble in the clear mirror-smooth lake. Where some ripples may be created for sometime but the surface will be calm again. U can not prevent yourself from getting angry but then you can decide how you want to act when you are angry.

When you come back, make sure you have new ideas.

Remember,

The Best way to tell the world "SHUT UP" is to “SHOW RESULTS”

Dilemma!!

It is a story of three human beings, lets name them as A, B and C.

A and B are best friends. When i use the word "best", i mean they think they are.

A hates C.

B does not hate C but doesn't like either.

A and B spend their free time together and you can say they are always together because they are always free.

B gets a job and becomes busy.

A starts complaining instead of understanding B's time management.

One fine day A meets C and finds out that C is not that bad.

A tells B about friendship with C.

B decides to stay away from C but never leaves A.

After few days A goes to B and says, "C was telling blah blah blah about u". 

Blah blah blah is too bad to be mentioned.

B loses temper and speaks to C. Now C says blah blah blah about A and also says that A says the same about B.


B tries to talk and clear all the misunderstanding but A and C refuse to speak again

B decides to stay away from both A and C.


B forgets, forgives and moves on.

Now C is least bothered but A is trying to contact B again.


B is disturbed.

What should B do??

Took some time off from my hectic routine!

The start was decent. Because of my bad health, I preferred to stay silent. Tried my best to enjoy the time between departure and arrival. After arrival we had to explore little to reach our destination. For some unknown reason, few fascinating things reminded me of Harry potter.. hehe.. I know strange!! I'm still obsessed with Harry Potter related stuffs :P

Alrite then we started for our next destination with rats and cats playing kabaddi in my stomach while butterflies were trying to fly too because of excitement. I was still silent. That’s the moment I figured out the fact that these days when I’m too excited for something, I run short of words. I was overwhelmed with embarrassment when I was asked again and again whether I was OK, come on, can’t I remain silent for sometime!! Nah, even I know that I can’t but I was :)

So the two hours drive was the beginning of an exciting journey.

After an hour, I decided to feed the rats and cats who were tired of playing kabbaddi , kho kho, gulli danda and all other games I can not recall :)

The so called small restaurant was bigger and better than all the restaurants I have visited in Bangalore. Oops no comparison. ;) The food was yummy. When we reached hotel, I could barely stand because of tiredness and sleeplessness. In past two days I had slept for hardly 5-6 hours. I somehow bribed my feet mentally and made it to work with friction offered by ground till we reached our room. Then a bang and I crashed on the bed and retired...

           

After a peaceful sleep of 2 hours 37 minutes, shower and delicious lunch, we proceeded for a theater show which is one of a kind. Have never experienced this kind of unique fun which did not allow us to think anything else that evening. I don't remember taking my eyes off of stage even for a moment. 

After dinner, we strolled down the road for sometime. The day was over but the excitement of this tour was not.

Next morning had loads in store for us.

The thought and experience of breathtaking and extraordinary under sea diving and Para-gliding is unforgettable. I touched few sea creatures while I was 20-30 feet inside the water but unfortunately could not catch a fish. ;). Under the water, air pressure was unbearable for 20 minutes, still when I was instructed to come out of water, how much I hated that person for a moment. Wish I could breathe in water and live there forever.


After we reached hotel, it took me more than an hour to free myself from the sand I carried with me as I walked away from the sea.

Lots of other stuffs impressed me there but what impressed me most was the People, their simplicity and the sweetness in their voice. 

After these two unforgettable days whose memory will always be cherished, we moved towards our next destination. Uff I am tired now. Will continue in my next post :)

Two most difficult things..

I recently felt that these two are most difficult things for me to do:

1. To sleep when I'm not sleepy/ too excited/ nostalgic/ very sad.

2. To wake up when I know i really should.

Innocence at its peak !!

          Pari hu main----------->

<-------- The killer look :)

Wondering what her bua is tring to do :P ------>

<------------------- My Lado with my tweety

Mujhpe gayi hai.. Studious kid ;) ---------------->

These pictures are examples of my experiment on my photography.. Credit goes to my niece and her sweet smile :)

Friend and book

I read it somewhere: Reading an old book is like meeting an old friend.

The joy of meeting a friend is inexplicable. In past few weeks I met few friends and i was elated for sure. Thats when i decided to read one of my favorite books which i enjoyed reading for the first time. 

I called my friend and requested him to deliver the book to me. After collecting the book, i was trying to find time so that i could start reading it.

For me, It is always reveling to read a book but lack of time doesn't allow me to do so :(

One fine day, i came back from office, tired but not sleepy. Kept my shoes back in the shoe-rack, hanged my shirt and trouser on the pink hook matching the colour of my room's pink wall ;) , put on my night cloths , washed my face and legs and hands, disturbed my towel to dry my face,hands,legs and was about to switch off the lights when i saw this book lying on my desk. As i was not sleepy, i picked up the book. Read the title- Twilight. Opened preface page and there was this line which caught my attention 3 years back and made me nostalgic again: 

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.


I could not read further that night as i was strolling down the memory lane :)

Nothing to say

Do not pretend to ignore someone if u can not ignore/forget that person..

Cute, ain't it??

I was waiting for the Show to start when my eyes noticed these two cute kids, could not resist myself from capturing these moments in my camera.

It ain't Over Till Its Over

I thought over it again and again.I am tired of running away from it. It was my decision to move out and move on, but a voice inside my mind asked me to talk about it. How can i just let it go!! I cant.. So tomorrow is the judgement day. Waiting for tomorrow..

Joke !!

A fact

Thank you for everything
Thank you for your good feeling
Thanks for treasure you bring
But i must go with my wing.

I've another side you can't see
The girl you wanted i can't be.
We have no US, just You and Me
Now and then I'll go and will be free......

Disappointment !!

Sometimes people do things you think they would never do,
or at least not to you...

and when it happens
you live them as if you were outside yourself, watching everything...

you even try to understand
you analyze the moment over and over in your head..
only to found out it happend just as you remember and there is not much to explain...

-anya damiron 

Workaholic

The first day fear, couple of escalations; and then putting every ounce of my concentration to learn everything i could and as fast as i could followed by a small award makes me to say:

Being workaholic is not that bad!!

Yippieeeeee :)

Happy or Sad!!

"I want to be happy", this is the most common answer you get when u ask people what they want from life.

What can make you happy??

I keep reminding myself that i have to be optimistic, think positive and a positive attitude will lead to a merry life. So i keep telling myself that i am cool, i am happy , i am smiling, i have  loads of friends, i have a great job, i have everything under the Sun that one needs to be happy. I also keep reminding myself to smile a lot, because if i smile, i can argue with me that see gal, i am smiling so i am happy. I learnt the art of blocking negative thoughts,dejection,detestation so that i can always see myself in the state of bliss.

Recently i have started thinking that is this smiling, cool, easy going girl really me?? Damn! i am confound to a point , where i do not recognize myself anymore. Of course i am happy but then why am i looking for a reason to smile. Shouldn't i be smiling always? 

Well i am not sad but i hate to admit the fact that i am not happy either.

Uff what am i actually typing? Something even i am not aware of. " Happy" and "Sad" are two of the most confusing words of English dictionary. So let me not think about it anymore. 

PS: A smile follows :)

Learning

Learning to appreciate small things in life is the best of all learnings... :)

Bz bz bz bz, honey bee, honey bee.. :)

Now when i am getting used to this schedule, i feel its not as bad as i imagined. What made me feel so good?? After exploring my mind all evening, i reached to a conclusion that its because of the way this week kept me occupied with different things. For the first time in past few months,  i did not find time to talk to anyone, to answer my calls and to think about anything useless and unworthy. Feels good to be busy :)

I feel like singing this song now:

Oh, what a wonderful thing to be,
A healthy grown up busy busy bee;
Whiling away all the passing hours
Pinching all the pollen from the cauliflowers.
I'd like to be a busy little bee,
Being as busy as a bee can be.


On demand, here is the song------>

Muted Words

"I'm getting married" , the words came out of her mouth as she ensconced herself in the chair.. She tried to show a veritable smile in her eyes while her loquacious lips were thinking what to say next.

"That's a great news. when did you decide and what does he do? I want to speak to him."

She dialed his number and gave the phone to him with her fingers crossed. "He is a nice guy", he concluded this after 5 mins of conversation on phone. She smiled again with lots of unspoken words.

She was back home when somethin unexpected happened. He called up and told her, I know you are going to be happy with him but there was somethin between us. Something we did not want to think about, Something i can not forget , Something which makes me sad because u are going to be someone's world.

With water streaming down her face, she realized how much she was craving for these words.
"I'll miss you", this is all she could say before the call got disconnected, trying her best to not to capitulate her feelings.

Too senti, isn't it??  Well its not from a movie or book or tv show. No no, its not any gal's story too. It is Just an imagination. :D

The Conversation

Bill (MS) Gates & Steve (Apple) Jobs: 

Trying to digest!!

A series of lies...!!!

I still do not know the reason behind it. Even if the person had to lie, it was not necessary to come out with the truth. Shocked, still happy because now the things are very clear.

Facebook thinks.....

Now this is what facebook has to say about me:

Attitude test - tit for tat

Result: tit for tat

you are the kind of person who has an answer for everything...your toungue is always ready with a retort.... you are the witty fellow that most love and some loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose every where.... some people think you are too interfereing but others think youy are great fun...!!! you have a great attitude towards life but you need to know where to draw the line.

Now this is what i have to reply back to Facebook:

Dear facebook,

Well, i promise that i won't poke my nose anywhere from now on :P

People who think i am interfering do not know what fun is :)

Will keep a pen or pencil ready to draw the line.

The Invisible wall

That was the road i always used to take while visiting his house but today there is a gargantuan wall standing there. How unwanted it is!! I hate this wall. I hate to find an alternate road.. I hate to look for another option when this one was so convenient. There is the wall asking me to go back as the route is closed but i know my destination. I just have to figure out how to get there. Left with no other choice, i try hard, and here i am, completing my journey, can see my destination. I run towards it and how happy i am to reach there after an obstacle.

I could resolve the problem because it was a problem i could see. What to do when i encounter something which is not visible? What if there is an invisible wall?? What if i can not see what is standing out there? Won't i try to cross that again and again unaware of the fact that there is something which will never allow me to cross that??

Can anyone tell me how to figure out if there is an invisible wall standing??

Key to success..

As the old saying goes and i quote " Every time i find the key , someone changes the lock". No doubt its true but come along, doesn't the new lock represent new opportunity, new ways to explore the solution!! How would life be like if u get the key to success?? I would say, humdrum, Boring, very boring. What is life without troubles and hard-work!! We can not always sit in our comfort zone and dream about success or successful people. Even if we want to, we should do it only to get some inspiration outta our dream. Coming out of comfort zone, working on our dreams and making them come true, and again looking for next dream will give a true definition to our life. Make your dream your passion and chase it like its the last bus of the night.

Everyone has different meaning of success and your happiness depends on how you define success. Till you are not clear about your views, your life will be like a unsharpened pencil, Pointless.

Unless you are willing to have a go, fail miserably, and have another go, success won't happen.

If u merely think about work, office etc, it again depends on how you consider your work. What is the first thought that comes to your mind(about your workplace) when u wake up everyday?? Do u think about learning new stuffs and going a step further?

If you consider your work to be something u just have to get over with, you can never achieve success. Be excited about going to work and learning from entourage. Set your milestone for each day, achieve it and then with this sweet smell of success, reward yourself.

Successful People are not gifted, or more talented or workaholic. Successful people are those who set their priorities, make their own rules and then work on it..

So be esurient when it comes to learning, don't be swaggered by anything that comes on your way, do not try to obliterate your failure , instead learn from it and remember that the shortest way to do many things is  to do only one thing at a time. :)

Every breath u take...

A sinister song about unrequited love...

Hate It !!

What may be the worst thing at work? My experience says its working under a person who doesn't have sufficient knowledge, following that person's instruction while doing a task, messing it up because of incorrect guidance and then being blamed for not handling it in proper manner.  :( :(

A thought worth appreciating !!

Home Sweet home

A hectic day at work... Breakout Area's fun... Cafeteria's timepass.. Long rides.. Bowling.. Roaming with friends..
Sure everyone enjoys all these things but the best time is when u are back home, lying on the bed, relaxed, careless with lots of care around u :)

A Perfect Weekend

Oh how much i wished this weekend would never end.It had everything in store for me. Suspense, Family Drama, Action,Fun, Heartbreak(:P), Crime, Police, Reality,Shock, Emotions, Nostalgia, a bit of stress too. :) Uff too much in too less time.
A series of events, one after another. Few overwhelming, few disappointing and few funfilled.
Let me try to list all of them here.

Alright so it started On friday evening with a heartbreak(not mine though :P ) consisting of a bit of lies and truth against an expected surprise. I know its contradicting. Surprise cant be expected but it was. hehe

Then moved to a shock when i was informed by my Supervisor that i hav to attend a team outing and its mandatory. I had so many plans :( .

Anyways here comes Reality and fun. On saturday when i arrived at the venue(Confident Cascade), i saw only managers and supervisors and my supervisor was missing. I became an object of laugh when one of them asked me whether I was new to the project.They all laughed at me and then I realized that they had a trend of coming late and my punctuality seemed hilarious there. Grrrrr ( with capital G) .
After lunch , the fun part started with the games(team work kinda). These were the games i never played earlier and no doubt i enjoyed. I was called "The baby of my Project" as i am the youngest. It was overwhelming when I, with other girl, was appritiated for the team work. The appritiation was given three times leaving me with lots of enthusiasm. :)
I left from that place at 6 in the evening and then met Vinay and Saurabh. Ranjeet was on his way to meet me. Now here a suspense was created by these two friends of mine when they started narrating their record of experiences of the day which never reached the climax and the story was actually narrated three times, (once by vinay, twice by johny) as they were following the trend of Vikram Betal where I was not supposed to speak thru out the story. The climax is still a Mystery for me as i interruped third time too. Grrrr.

Family drama was when, on Sunday, I had a session with my family on tax planning and other stuffs for sometime. The second scene of family drama started when I visited a friend's house to meet his just-born nephew. I didn't expect anyone else there but every single member of his family was present there, including his Uncle, Aunt, Cousins. I was shocked to see all of them and it was more shocking when i came to know that they were all expecting me. Spent sometime with all them followed by lunch and a stroll. It was nice albeit :)

My evening was speant doing dad's work. Well it was not stressing but not easy too. ;)

Post 9pm, fun part started again when we all family friends decided to go for a movie(Housefull) . We were 16-17 i guess. Movie was funny but how could i miss crime part on weekend. lol. Half an hour before the climax, we noticed a group of guys sitting in the last row. They all stood and started dancing on a song. Soon everyone came to know that they all were drunk. Fun moment turned into scary when they started falling on people sitting there. As we were very close to last row(3rd row), we had to stand and move aside . Then comes the superman of our group, one of my friends went to fight with them. It was so aggressive and frightening. Theatre authority people came, lights were switched on, police vehicles arrived. Complete chaos was created. Now Let me not make this post too long to read by mentioning everything and all other events.

Oh how can i forget to list this one. Monday morning, in my Gym, I asked an Aunty to move a littlle because i needed some place on the floor. Soon i realized how offensive it is to call an Aunt Aunty. Gosh she lost her temper. Lol. That was funny. hahaha.

Now i am back to office with Monday blues :)

Revenge , Revenge and only Revenge.. No Regrets!! :P

Shakespeare said "If you prick us, do we not bleed? if you tickle us, do we not laugh? if you poison us, do we not die? and if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?".

I was taught: Don't do what others do(bad things) otherwise whats the difference between them n me. Now i do not agree with this. If u don't give Tit for Tat,how will they understand what u went through.Equivalent retaliation is required for better understanding and clearer view for most of the people.

I call it revenge. For me revenge is to give back what u got. Slap for slap, words for words.. For me it is an art of passion to be fulfilled at any cost. I know the tree of revenge doesn't carry any fruit, sometimes to take revenge is to sacrifice oneself but i can not prevent myself from the feeling of revenge.

This poem caught my attention. I do not know who the poet or author of this poem is...

"Last night I had a revelation
Somehow I have to make you pay
It's all about manipulation
And what it takes to get my way
I don't believe in soft solutions
No one makes a fool of me
Without receiving retribution
No one hurts me and goes free

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

I've heard it said, to err is human
It's forgiveness that's divine
I thought about forgiving you, but
I want revenge, I want what's mine
I think it's time to settle scores now
It's time to set the record straight
You'll know it's coming, you won't know how
Or when, you'll have to watch and wait

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

You know, it feels intoxicating
To be intimidating
It's invigorating
To see you shaking

I've got the power to bring you down

You know something, you see it coming,
You know I will stop at nothing.

Well as i have experimented, i think there are two kinds of revenge. One is painful and the other one is more painful. hehehe
One is painful because the other person will know u r taking revenge. It becomes more painful when the person is not aware of it. Be sweet to the person but the outcome will make him/her feel the pain.

Ahem !! A confession is, I hate myself for this feeling of revenge. Well, another thing i have to improve. I am working on it :)