Trying to digest!!

A series of lies...!!!

I still do not know the reason behind it. Even if the person had to lie, it was not necessary to come out with the truth. Shocked, still happy because now the things are very clear.

Facebook thinks.....

Now this is what facebook has to say about me:

Attitude test - tit for tat

Result: tit for tat

you are the kind of person who has an answer for everything...your toungue is always ready with a retort.... you are the witty fellow that most love and some loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose every where.... some people think you are too interfereing but others think youy are great fun...!!! you have a great attitude towards life but you need to know where to draw the line.

Now this is what i have to reply back to Facebook:

Dear facebook,

Well, i promise that i won't poke my nose anywhere from now on :P

People who think i am interfering do not know what fun is :)

Will keep a pen or pencil ready to draw the line.

The Invisible wall

That was the road i always used to take while visiting his house but today there is a gargantuan wall standing there. How unwanted it is!! I hate this wall. I hate to find an alternate road.. I hate to look for another option when this one was so convenient. There is the wall asking me to go back as the route is closed but i know my destination. I just have to figure out how to get there. Left with no other choice, i try hard, and here i am, completing my journey, can see my destination. I run towards it and how happy i am to reach there after an obstacle.

I could resolve the problem because it was a problem i could see. What to do when i encounter something which is not visible? What if there is an invisible wall?? What if i can not see what is standing out there? Won't i try to cross that again and again unaware of the fact that there is something which will never allow me to cross that??

Can anyone tell me how to figure out if there is an invisible wall standing??

Key to success..

As the old saying goes and i quote " Every time i find the key , someone changes the lock". No doubt its true but come along, doesn't the new lock represent new opportunity, new ways to explore the solution!! How would life be like if u get the key to success?? I would say, humdrum, Boring, very boring. What is life without troubles and hard-work!! We can not always sit in our comfort zone and dream about success or successful people. Even if we want to, we should do it only to get some inspiration outta our dream. Coming out of comfort zone, working on our dreams and making them come true, and again looking for next dream will give a true definition to our life. Make your dream your passion and chase it like its the last bus of the night.

Everyone has different meaning of success and your happiness depends on how you define success. Till you are not clear about your views, your life will be like a unsharpened pencil, Pointless.

Unless you are willing to have a go, fail miserably, and have another go, success won't happen.

If u merely think about work, office etc, it again depends on how you consider your work. What is the first thought that comes to your mind(about your workplace) when u wake up everyday?? Do u think about learning new stuffs and going a step further?

If you consider your work to be something u just have to get over with, you can never achieve success. Be excited about going to work and learning from entourage. Set your milestone for each day, achieve it and then with this sweet smell of success, reward yourself.

Successful People are not gifted, or more talented or workaholic. Successful people are those who set their priorities, make their own rules and then work on it..

So be esurient when it comes to learning, don't be swaggered by anything that comes on your way, do not try to obliterate your failure , instead learn from it and remember that the shortest way to do many things is  to do only one thing at a time. :)

Every breath u take...

A sinister song about unrequited love...

Hate It !!

What may be the worst thing at work? My experience says its working under a person who doesn't have sufficient knowledge, following that person's instruction while doing a task, messing it up because of incorrect guidance and then being blamed for not handling it in proper manner.  :( :(

A thought worth appreciating !!

Home Sweet home

A hectic day at work... Breakout Area's fun... Cafeteria's timepass.. Long rides.. Bowling.. Roaming with friends..
Sure everyone enjoys all these things but the best time is when u are back home, lying on the bed, relaxed, careless with lots of care around u :)

A Perfect Weekend

Oh how much i wished this weekend would never end.It had everything in store for me. Suspense, Family Drama, Action,Fun, Heartbreak(:P), Crime, Police, Reality,Shock, Emotions, Nostalgia, a bit of stress too. :) Uff too much in too less time.
A series of events, one after another. Few overwhelming, few disappointing and few funfilled.
Let me try to list all of them here.

Alright so it started On friday evening with a heartbreak(not mine though :P ) consisting of a bit of lies and truth against an expected surprise. I know its contradicting. Surprise cant be expected but it was. hehe

Then moved to a shock when i was informed by my Supervisor that i hav to attend a team outing and its mandatory. I had so many plans :( .

Anyways here comes Reality and fun. On saturday when i arrived at the venue(Confident Cascade), i saw only managers and supervisors and my supervisor was missing. I became an object of laugh when one of them asked me whether I was new to the project.They all laughed at me and then I realized that they had a trend of coming late and my punctuality seemed hilarious there. Grrrrr ( with capital G) .
After lunch , the fun part started with the games(team work kinda). These were the games i never played earlier and no doubt i enjoyed. I was called "The baby of my Project" as i am the youngest. It was overwhelming when I, with other girl, was appritiated for the team work. The appritiation was given three times leaving me with lots of enthusiasm. :)
I left from that place at 6 in the evening and then met Vinay and Saurabh. Ranjeet was on his way to meet me. Now here a suspense was created by these two friends of mine when they started narrating their record of experiences of the day which never reached the climax and the story was actually narrated three times, (once by vinay, twice by johny) as they were following the trend of Vikram Betal where I was not supposed to speak thru out the story. The climax is still a Mystery for me as i interruped third time too. Grrrr.

Family drama was when, on Sunday, I had a session with my family on tax planning and other stuffs for sometime. The second scene of family drama started when I visited a friend's house to meet his just-born nephew. I didn't expect anyone else there but every single member of his family was present there, including his Uncle, Aunt, Cousins. I was shocked to see all of them and it was more shocking when i came to know that they were all expecting me. Spent sometime with all them followed by lunch and a stroll. It was nice albeit :)

My evening was speant doing dad's work. Well it was not stressing but not easy too. ;)

Post 9pm, fun part started again when we all family friends decided to go for a movie(Housefull) . We were 16-17 i guess. Movie was funny but how could i miss crime part on weekend. lol. Half an hour before the climax, we noticed a group of guys sitting in the last row. They all stood and started dancing on a song. Soon everyone came to know that they all were drunk. Fun moment turned into scary when they started falling on people sitting there. As we were very close to last row(3rd row), we had to stand and move aside . Then comes the superman of our group, one of my friends went to fight with them. It was so aggressive and frightening. Theatre authority people came, lights were switched on, police vehicles arrived. Complete chaos was created. Now Let me not make this post too long to read by mentioning everything and all other events.

Oh how can i forget to list this one. Monday morning, in my Gym, I asked an Aunty to move a littlle because i needed some place on the floor. Soon i realized how offensive it is to call an Aunt Aunty. Gosh she lost her temper. Lol. That was funny. hahaha.

Now i am back to office with Monday blues :)

Revenge , Revenge and only Revenge.. No Regrets!! :P

Shakespeare said "If you prick us, do we not bleed? if you tickle us, do we not laugh? if you poison us, do we not die? and if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?".

I was taught: Don't do what others do(bad things) otherwise whats the difference between them n me. Now i do not agree with this. If u don't give Tit for Tat,how will they understand what u went through.Equivalent retaliation is required for better understanding and clearer view for most of the people.

I call it revenge. For me revenge is to give back what u got. Slap for slap, words for words.. For me it is an art of passion to be fulfilled at any cost. I know the tree of revenge doesn't carry any fruit, sometimes to take revenge is to sacrifice oneself but i can not prevent myself from the feeling of revenge.

This poem caught my attention. I do not know who the poet or author of this poem is...

"Last night I had a revelation
Somehow I have to make you pay
It's all about manipulation
And what it takes to get my way
I don't believe in soft solutions
No one makes a fool of me
Without receiving retribution
No one hurts me and goes free

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

I've heard it said, to err is human
It's forgiveness that's divine
I thought about forgiving you, but
I want revenge, I want what's mine
I think it's time to settle scores now
It's time to set the record straight
You'll know it's coming, you won't know how
Or when, you'll have to watch and wait

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

You know, it feels intoxicating
To be intimidating
It's invigorating
To see you shaking

I've got the power to bring you down

You know something, you see it coming,
You know I will stop at nothing.

Well as i have experimented, i think there are two kinds of revenge. One is painful and the other one is more painful. hehehe
One is painful because the other person will know u r taking revenge. It becomes more painful when the person is not aware of it. Be sweet to the person but the outcome will make him/her feel the pain.

Ahem !! A confession is, I hate myself for this feeling of revenge. Well, another thing i have to improve. I am working on it :)