Two most difficult things..

I recently felt that these two are most difficult things for me to do:

1. To sleep when I'm not sleepy/ too excited/ nostalgic/ very sad.

2. To wake up when I know i really should.

Innocence at its peak !!

          Pari hu main----------->

<-------- The killer look :)

Wondering what her bua is tring to do :P ------>

<------------------- My Lado with my tweety

Mujhpe gayi hai.. Studious kid ;) ---------------->

These pictures are examples of my experiment on my photography.. Credit goes to my niece and her sweet smile :)

Friend and book

I read it somewhere: Reading an old book is like meeting an old friend.

The joy of meeting a friend is inexplicable. In past few weeks I met few friends and i was elated for sure. Thats when i decided to read one of my favorite books which i enjoyed reading for the first time. 

I called my friend and requested him to deliver the book to me. After collecting the book, i was trying to find time so that i could start reading it.

For me, It is always reveling to read a book but lack of time doesn't allow me to do so :(

One fine day, i came back from office, tired but not sleepy. Kept my shoes back in the shoe-rack, hanged my shirt and trouser on the pink hook matching the colour of my room's pink wall ;) , put on my night cloths , washed my face and legs and hands, disturbed my towel to dry my face,hands,legs and was about to switch off the lights when i saw this book lying on my desk. As i was not sleepy, i picked up the book. Read the title- Twilight. Opened preface page and there was this line which caught my attention 3 years back and made me nostalgic again: 

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.


I could not read further that night as i was strolling down the memory lane :)

Nothing to say

Do not pretend to ignore someone if u can not ignore/forget that person..

Cute, ain't it??

I was waiting for the Show to start when my eyes noticed these two cute kids, could not resist myself from capturing these moments in my camera.

It ain't Over Till Its Over

I thought over it again and again.I am tired of running away from it. It was my decision to move out and move on, but a voice inside my mind asked me to talk about it. How can i just let it go!! I cant.. So tomorrow is the judgement day. Waiting for tomorrow..

Joke !!

A fact

Thank you for everything
Thank you for your good feeling
Thanks for treasure you bring
But i must go with my wing.

I've another side you can't see
The girl you wanted i can't be.
We have no US, just You and Me
Now and then I'll go and will be free......

Disappointment !!

Sometimes people do things you think they would never do,
or at least not to you...

and when it happens
you live them as if you were outside yourself, watching everything...

you even try to understand
you analyze the moment over and over in your head..
only to found out it happend just as you remember and there is not much to explain...

-anya damiron 

Workaholic

The first day fear, couple of escalations; and then putting every ounce of my concentration to learn everything i could and as fast as i could followed by a small award makes me to say:

Being workaholic is not that bad!!

Yippieeeeee :)

Happy or Sad!!

"I want to be happy", this is the most common answer you get when u ask people what they want from life.

What can make you happy??

I keep reminding myself that i have to be optimistic, think positive and a positive attitude will lead to a merry life. So i keep telling myself that i am cool, i am happy , i am smiling, i have  loads of friends, i have a great job, i have everything under the Sun that one needs to be happy. I also keep reminding myself to smile a lot, because if i smile, i can argue with me that see gal, i am smiling so i am happy. I learnt the art of blocking negative thoughts,dejection,detestation so that i can always see myself in the state of bliss.

Recently i have started thinking that is this smiling, cool, easy going girl really me?? Damn! i am confound to a point , where i do not recognize myself anymore. Of course i am happy but then why am i looking for a reason to smile. Shouldn't i be smiling always? 

Well i am not sad but i hate to admit the fact that i am not happy either.

Uff what am i actually typing? Something even i am not aware of. " Happy" and "Sad" are two of the most confusing words of English dictionary. So let me not think about it anymore. 

PS: A smile follows :)

Learning

Learning to appreciate small things in life is the best of all learnings... :)

Bz bz bz bz, honey bee, honey bee.. :)

Now when i am getting used to this schedule, i feel its not as bad as i imagined. What made me feel so good?? After exploring my mind all evening, i reached to a conclusion that its because of the way this week kept me occupied with different things. For the first time in past few months,  i did not find time to talk to anyone, to answer my calls and to think about anything useless and unworthy. Feels good to be busy :)

I feel like singing this song now:

Oh, what a wonderful thing to be,
A healthy grown up busy busy bee;
Whiling away all the passing hours
Pinching all the pollen from the cauliflowers.
I'd like to be a busy little bee,
Being as busy as a bee can be.


On demand, here is the song------>

Muted Words

"I'm getting married" , the words came out of her mouth as she ensconced herself in the chair.. She tried to show a veritable smile in her eyes while her loquacious lips were thinking what to say next.

"That's a great news. when did you decide and what does he do? I want to speak to him."

She dialed his number and gave the phone to him with her fingers crossed. "He is a nice guy", he concluded this after 5 mins of conversation on phone. She smiled again with lots of unspoken words.

She was back home when somethin unexpected happened. He called up and told her, I know you are going to be happy with him but there was somethin between us. Something we did not want to think about, Something i can not forget , Something which makes me sad because u are going to be someone's world.

With water streaming down her face, she realized how much she was craving for these words.
"I'll miss you", this is all she could say before the call got disconnected, trying her best to not to capitulate her feelings.

Too senti, isn't it??  Well its not from a movie or book or tv show. No no, its not any gal's story too. It is Just an imagination. :D

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