Life is Great.

Facebook, Orkut, LinkedIn, Twitter, Naukari, Monster, Myspace, Yahoo, Gmail.. Some of the websites I always use...

Some are social networking sites, some are personal, some are professional. The cacoethes to know the world more and more makes me to visit these sites again and again.

Few things made me nostalgic today and that's when I started thinking that how peaceful life was when I was unaware of all these.. When I dint know how to work on computer and when I dint have a phone. When my only timepass were my books, my novels and few calls on my Landline phone..

The morning walk with mom and dad, the Breakfast at home, a family get together almost every evening, peaceful sleep in the night, those dreams and the dream to full fill them, watching Tom and Jerry and Aladin every day, hours of talk with mom and sisters, exam tensions and the happiness after results... I miss these all.. I feel like singing " I wanna grow up once again" now.

Its strange to see how the life flips in couple of years. As if ye kal ki hi baat hai , we were so happy and today loaded with tension, work pressure, lack of time, self consciousness, abhorrent desires...

My quota of the patience for this life seems to be over.. Yes!! How can I think so..!! I am not even 25...!! But why does life seem to be some twisted mismanagement of destiny?? I wanted to know the world but now why do I feel that the reward of my curiosity is worse than not knowing the world or the people who stay here or the way these people think..!!

Why do we all have to grow up? Why is it more inevitable than the sun rising in the east?

Just one broken dream and it was like colour had drained from the bricks, the trees, the sky and the faces around me... Now when I try to sleep in my room, all I could do is stare at the cracks in the walls. It hurts like acid. Then I can feel the little "V" between my eyes..

Still if someone asks me, "How r u?" , I smile and say " I am fine , thank you" .

I still keep reminding myself that Life is great. Love the life and love everything about it. I smile again.. :) :) :)

Grrrr...

First I thought let me not post this piece.. Then i thought again.. It is my blog.. My space.. Meri aawaz... So i am going to post it..

This is for everyone who think

--->I am a kid
--->I talk like a kid
--->I act like a kid

Who come and pinch my cheeks because they feel I am a kid...

Who think i am not mature enough to sit for a group chat...

Who think I need help at everything..

Who call me kiddo/baby

Main bacchi nahi hu... :x

Wish

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Now and then we come across people/things/place which leave such impression that can never be erased. We visit a place and we wish we could stay there forever. We see things and wish we could own it. We see people and wish we could be like them.

Sometimes there are some wishes hidden inside our unconscious mind which we are not aware of. We come to know only when they are either fulfilled or we lose the chance of having them fulfilled. Why do we often take so long to realize something we may always be craving for..

We also dont know what we exactly want. We crave for something, we get it and then we end up saying: Hey!! This is not what i wanted... Weird, isn't it?? May be.. but a fact we always ignore.

I have learnt from life not to wish for anything. What we deserve, we will get.. Just work towards your goal.

For example:

"Here A's and B's age is more than two times of my age"

This conversation took place 2-3 years back....:

A:Guddu beta, u r not changed yet, grow up now. U should learn to handle things on your own, you should be serious in your life. You should not laugh at everything. You should not be so talkative.. blah blah blah

Oh! How much i wished that time I could speak less or be serious or not smile.

Now "A" meets me again recently and says:

A: Guddu Beta, How come u have become so serious. Itna serious nahi hona chahiye. Keep smiling, keep laughing blah blah blah.

Example2:

6 months back:

B: Hey u have put on so much of weight, thoda gym vym jaya karo.

Me: Hanji bas time nahi milta,jate to hai hi.

B: You should concentrate on how u look.. blah blah blah

Me: Sure i will..

Now when i meet B again:

B: Beta kitni patli ho gayi ho, khana nahi khati kya? Look at your face, bimar lagti ho. Khaya piya karo. blah blah blah

My "Chhota sa" mind is thinking: ??????

Right only question marks.. hehehe

Par kahte hai na: “Dil to Baccha hai ji” Aur bacche ko khwaishe bhi hoti hai.

So I decided to make a list of my wishes:

May not be in the order of priority: P

1. I wanna have a power of being invisible when I want to. ;)
2. I wish I could read people’s mind
3. I wish I could forget the feeling of revenge completely... [Thats in Past]
4. I wish I could forget/hate YOU
5. I wish I could fly
6. I wish I were taller :P
7. I wish I had time machine ;)
8. I wish I had more time to think about my wishes now ;)

The list goes on and on and on…. 

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Dilemma!!

It is a story of three human beings, lets name them as A, B and C.

A and B are best friends. When i use the word "best", i mean they think they are.

A hates C.

B does not hate C but doesn't like either.

A and B spend their free time together and you can say they are always together because they are always free.

B gets a job and becomes busy.

A starts complaining instead of understanding B's time management.

One fine day A meets C and finds out that C is not that bad.

A tells B about friendship with C.

B decides to stay away from C but never leaves A.

After few days A goes to B and says, "C was telling blah blah blah about u". 

Blah blah blah is too bad to be mentioned.

B loses temper and speaks to C. Now C says blah blah blah about A and also says that A says the same about B.


B tries to talk and clear all the misunderstanding but A and C refuse to speak again

B decides to stay away from both A and C.


B forgets, forgives and moves on.

Now C is least bothered but A is trying to contact B again.


B is disturbed.

What should B do??

Took some time off from my hectic routine!

The start was decent. Because of my bad health, I preferred to stay silent. Tried my best to enjoy the time between departure and arrival. After arrival we had to explore little to reach our destination. For some unknown reason, few fascinating things reminded me of Harry potter.. hehe.. I know strange!! I'm still obsessed with Harry Potter related stuffs :P

Alrite then we started for our next destination with rats and cats playing kabaddi in my stomach while butterflies were trying to fly too because of excitement. I was still silent. That’s the moment I figured out the fact that these days when I’m too excited for something, I run short of words. I was overwhelmed with embarrassment when I was asked again and again whether I was OK, come on, can’t I remain silent for sometime!! Nah, even I know that I can’t but I was :)

So the two hours drive was the beginning of an exciting journey.

After an hour, I decided to feed the rats and cats who were tired of playing kabbaddi , kho kho, gulli danda and all other games I can not recall :)

The so called small restaurant was bigger and better than all the restaurants I have visited in Bangalore. Oops no comparison. ;) The food was yummy. When we reached hotel, I could barely stand because of tiredness and sleeplessness. In past two days I had slept for hardly 5-6 hours. I somehow bribed my feet mentally and made it to work with friction offered by ground till we reached our room. Then a bang and I crashed on the bed and retired...

           

After a peaceful sleep of 2 hours 37 minutes, shower and delicious lunch, we proceeded for a theater show which is one of a kind. Have never experienced this kind of unique fun which did not allow us to think anything else that evening. I don't remember taking my eyes off of stage even for a moment. 

After dinner, we strolled down the road for sometime. The day was over but the excitement of this tour was not.

Next morning had loads in store for us.

The thought and experience of breathtaking and extraordinary under sea diving and Para-gliding is unforgettable. I touched few sea creatures while I was 20-30 feet inside the water but unfortunately could not catch a fish. ;). Under the water, air pressure was unbearable for 20 minutes, still when I was instructed to come out of water, how much I hated that person for a moment. Wish I could breathe in water and live there forever.


After we reached hotel, it took me more than an hour to free myself from the sand I carried with me as I walked away from the sea.

Lots of other stuffs impressed me there but what impressed me most was the People, their simplicity and the sweetness in their voice. 

After these two unforgettable days whose memory will always be cherished, we moved towards our next destination. Uff I am tired now. Will continue in my next post :)

Two most difficult things..

I recently felt that these two are most difficult things for me to do:

1. To sleep when I'm not sleepy/ too excited/ nostalgic/ very sad.

2. To wake up when I know i really should.

Innocence at its peak !!

          Pari hu main----------->

<-------- The killer look :)

Wondering what her bua is tring to do :P ------>

<------------------- My Lado with my tweety

Mujhpe gayi hai.. Studious kid ;) ---------------->

These pictures are examples of my experiment on my photography.. Credit goes to my niece and her sweet smile :)

It ain't Over Till Its Over

I thought over it again and again.I am tired of running away from it. It was my decision to move out and move on, but a voice inside my mind asked me to talk about it. How can i just let it go!! I cant.. So tomorrow is the judgement day. Waiting for tomorrow..

Workaholic

The first day fear, couple of escalations; and then putting every ounce of my concentration to learn everything i could and as fast as i could followed by a small award makes me to say:

Being workaholic is not that bad!!

Yippieeeeee :)

Bz bz bz bz, honey bee, honey bee.. :)

Now when i am getting used to this schedule, i feel its not as bad as i imagined. What made me feel so good?? After exploring my mind all evening, i reached to a conclusion that its because of the way this week kept me occupied with different things. For the first time in past few months,  i did not find time to talk to anyone, to answer my calls and to think about anything useless and unworthy. Feels good to be busy :)

I feel like singing this song now:

Oh, what a wonderful thing to be,
A healthy grown up busy busy bee;
Whiling away all the passing hours
Pinching all the pollen from the cauliflowers.
I'd like to be a busy little bee,
Being as busy as a bee can be.


On demand, here is the song------>

Trying to digest!!

A series of lies...!!!

I still do not know the reason behind it. Even if the person had to lie, it was not necessary to come out with the truth. Shocked, still happy because now the things are very clear.

Facebook thinks.....

Now this is what facebook has to say about me:

Attitude test - tit for tat

Result: tit for tat

you are the kind of person who has an answer for everything...your toungue is always ready with a retort.... you are the witty fellow that most love and some loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose every where.... some people think you are too interfereing but others think youy are great fun...!!! you have a great attitude towards life but you need to know where to draw the line.

Now this is what i have to reply back to Facebook:

Dear facebook,

Well, i promise that i won't poke my nose anywhere from now on :P

People who think i am interfering do not know what fun is :)

Will keep a pen or pencil ready to draw the line.

Hate It !!

What may be the worst thing at work? My experience says its working under a person who doesn't have sufficient knowledge, following that person's instruction while doing a task, messing it up because of incorrect guidance and then being blamed for not handling it in proper manner.  :( :(

A Perfect Weekend

Oh how much i wished this weekend would never end.It had everything in store for me. Suspense, Family Drama, Action,Fun, Heartbreak(:P), Crime, Police, Reality,Shock, Emotions, Nostalgia, a bit of stress too. :) Uff too much in too less time.
A series of events, one after another. Few overwhelming, few disappointing and few funfilled.
Let me try to list all of them here.

Alright so it started On friday evening with a heartbreak(not mine though :P ) consisting of a bit of lies and truth against an expected surprise. I know its contradicting. Surprise cant be expected but it was. hehe

Then moved to a shock when i was informed by my Supervisor that i hav to attend a team outing and its mandatory. I had so many plans :( .

Anyways here comes Reality and fun. On saturday when i arrived at the venue(Confident Cascade), i saw only managers and supervisors and my supervisor was missing. I became an object of laugh when one of them asked me whether I was new to the project.They all laughed at me and then I realized that they had a trend of coming late and my punctuality seemed hilarious there. Grrrrr ( with capital G) .
After lunch , the fun part started with the games(team work kinda). These were the games i never played earlier and no doubt i enjoyed. I was called "The baby of my Project" as i am the youngest. It was overwhelming when I, with other girl, was appritiated for the team work. The appritiation was given three times leaving me with lots of enthusiasm. :)
I left from that place at 6 in the evening and then met Vinay and Saurabh. Ranjeet was on his way to meet me. Now here a suspense was created by these two friends of mine when they started narrating their record of experiences of the day which never reached the climax and the story was actually narrated three times, (once by vinay, twice by johny) as they were following the trend of Vikram Betal where I was not supposed to speak thru out the story. The climax is still a Mystery for me as i interruped third time too. Grrrr.

Family drama was when, on Sunday, I had a session with my family on tax planning and other stuffs for sometime. The second scene of family drama started when I visited a friend's house to meet his just-born nephew. I didn't expect anyone else there but every single member of his family was present there, including his Uncle, Aunt, Cousins. I was shocked to see all of them and it was more shocking when i came to know that they were all expecting me. Spent sometime with all them followed by lunch and a stroll. It was nice albeit :)

My evening was speant doing dad's work. Well it was not stressing but not easy too. ;)

Post 9pm, fun part started again when we all family friends decided to go for a movie(Housefull) . We were 16-17 i guess. Movie was funny but how could i miss crime part on weekend. lol. Half an hour before the climax, we noticed a group of guys sitting in the last row. They all stood and started dancing on a song. Soon everyone came to know that they all were drunk. Fun moment turned into scary when they started falling on people sitting there. As we were very close to last row(3rd row), we had to stand and move aside . Then comes the superman of our group, one of my friends went to fight with them. It was so aggressive and frightening. Theatre authority people came, lights were switched on, police vehicles arrived. Complete chaos was created. Now Let me not make this post too long to read by mentioning everything and all other events.

Oh how can i forget to list this one. Monday morning, in my Gym, I asked an Aunty to move a littlle because i needed some place on the floor. Soon i realized how offensive it is to call an Aunt Aunty. Gosh she lost her temper. Lol. That was funny. hahaha.

Now i am back to office with Monday blues :)